eilqinhuieen

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-12-15T00:44:00

2009-12-14T16:41:49Z

we used to be so close.
what happen?

got this from a fb grp. just suddenly tot of kea

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-12-08T18:26:00

2009-12-08T10:12:58Z

time to blog.
like finally Haha.

Today is such a big day for mi. My class 2A tp. Everything is fine but my left foot drop After exit S course. One immediate. I even check the next tp date before the result is release. 9 feb.
I sat near the exit so that when my number is called, Which mean I fail I be able to leave the room easily.

I walk up and down so many times. All instructor know that I assume I got one immediate. And he even play a prank on mi by calling my number. O.o.

And guess what. My number is not being called at all! I passed! The tp gave mi 6 demerit points for that and not immediate. Wahaha. Damn happy.

After tp went lunch with baba and dental after that. The sight of dentist give mi jelly leg. So much blood from my gums. Yucks. And I have been suffering from lower jaw gum
Pain for weeks. :(. The dentist said my upper jaw wisdom tooth grew but lower gum not yet. That's why it cause the pain. And he said if it's pain frequently, I will have to pluck out the wisdom tooth! But I did not cos it's freaking ex for sure.

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-10-24T19:41:00

2009-10-24T12:30:39Z

started off my day at pula Ubin with bz dh and baba at 9+am.
took bus 109 to changi village (hey i took public transport too hor.)
then we decided to have heavy breakfast of each a prata and 2 feet thosai.
and thanks godness that man forgot my veg. roti john cos baba cant finish hers.
or in fact she only ate 1/3 of it. sooo lucky. haha

then we took ferry to Pulau Ubin.
the ferry fare increased from $2 to $2.50.
soon, we reached the island and went to rent bicycles.
and the rental raised too! from $6 to $8.
and the coconut we drank also increased from $2 to $2.50

okay. ii finally know what caused the raise of those prices.
the island has been tourist customized.
with a standard route to follow while cycling. =(
all the shortcuts we used to took is all covered up with grass and rocks.

but still ii enjoyed myself. seeing all the nature reserve.
seeing monitor lizard thrice, a super big white jellyfish, "yang guo" crab and all the pretty floras. =D

go fb for more photos. =)

thank you for gg pulau ubin for mii.=)

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-10-22T19:21:00

2009-10-22T11:29:05Z

the thought if need to plan roster kills my mood.
with total of 22 cashiers.
2 work weekend.
some only can work 3 days per week.
and now 2 of them took half a monh of unpaid leave.
and some increase the off day from 1 to 3.
how to plan...

previous time ii plan, ii planned 7 cashiers for 7 counters.
suddenly 1 mc 1 unpaid leave.
and she blame mii for not planning extra manpower.
as iif ii can predict will have ppl mc.
iif can ii go be fortune telller liao.
or might as well let mii predict all numbers for toto.
strike 30 million ii think.
den can go uni and no need work.

hahahhaa. IF ii gt money.
1. ii want bring my family members to 7 wonders of the world.
2. ii want to shop and shop
3. slack at home everyday
ii waited and waited. all uu told mii is 45 min, want game want tv.
and uu scolded mii kpkb. and now?? are uu trying to say ii dunno uu well??
dun understand uu?

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-10-15T16:17:00

2009-10-15T08:36:49Z

sain ahh.
damn unlucky nowadays.
keep get caught in rain.. o.O

ytd, ii forgot my bike practical booklet.
so, ii decided to head back home to take using my one hour break.
when ii left at 1007 it started drizzle. o.O
soo ii hurry home get it and go out. at that time it was still drizzle.
and otw, out of a sudden, BOOM. super heavy rain till ii cant see the road.
all drenched. BORING. and after ii reached work within 10min the rain subside and soon stop.

today, ii ended work at 3 plus as usual.
and the moment ii step out the stop it started drizzle.
o.O. and yes ii'm drenched once agn.
and within 10min the rain subside and soon stop once again! o.O

and the most boring part is ii just washed my bike ytd night.

it has been some time since we contact each other.
how does it feel? soo tell mii if uu still prefer and love to be single.
ii just dunno how to be frens. no matter how hard ii try, ii just keep crossing the line.
1. if uu still prefer to be single, go ahead.
2. if uu feel that uu had found some1 else better, tell mii pls.
3. iif uu feel that uu preferred to be attached and love mii still, chase mii back!

what do uu want to do when meet up?
1. tell mii we are truly over and take back all ur belongings?
2. giving a chance to this r/s?

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-10-15T00:57:00

2009-10-14T17:02:31Z

Finally get done and over with my class 2A practicals.
waiting for my TP on 8th dec. =D
riding for continuously for 300 min is really a killer.
well i did'nt expect myself to pass practical 3 with first attempt.
cos ii did not do well for my circuit revision before the practical.

felled down twice at bumpy course. o.O
1st was'nt that bad. cos got instructor's help to carry the bike.
2nd time was a horror ii gt to carry the bike all by myself.

finally it came to practical test.
and GOSH!
my shoes is unacceptable and ii got to wear that big smelly rain boot.
and furthermore the sole is so hard that it cant be bend at all and ii could not really feel the gear and brake.

but luckily, everything turned out smoothly and ii only got 6 demerit points. =D
awaiting for my TP test now. =D

since uu love to be single so much, go enjoy the single life that uu desire.
perhaps, all the while uu did not even think you are single at all.
okay, ii know what uu want to know. yes, it feel weird w/o contacts from uu still.
and ii'm trying to lead my single life too.

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-20T00:36:00

2009-09-19T16:49:37Z

went jurong today to celebrate keith bday.
got to know this bdae party last min soo did not get any gift for him.
soo sorry.

played com a while with them den decided to slp awhile.
and gosh.
when my aunt ask mii up to cut cake ii was still sleeping can.
soo they went ahead with the birthday song and cake.

ps: ii tot uu said it was at least the connection betwwen us?
ii tot we are suppose to meet at least for the last time?
uu have never even contact mii ONCE.
all uu do was to come my house alone and place the card at my bed.??
ii dun feel like using the card at ALL now.
you dun even conatct mii anymore,
dun even ask where am ii
all uu do is come by urself and place the card. uu dun even want to see mii.
nothing from uu at all.
and all uu do is assume suppose dun want disturb uu.

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-18T17:34:00

2009-09-18T09:46:54Z

day of 7th month.
yeah. after this can go swimming already.
it's time to exercise to shed away all the excess fats which ii gained previously. =D

ii just reserve an addidas jacket from tampines 1. o.O
seen soo many things that ii like but damn broke already.
$28 to survive for 16 more days lo.
o.O.

anw, here are some of my zhilian photos.
been soo obess with myself ever since ii got this new hair cut =D

it's kinda weird of us nt contacting for days.
but it's okay. ii can and will overcome this. jia you

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-16T17:31:00

2009-09-18T09:34:34Z

went ehub wtith reb.
at fiest ii was like woah.
it has been ages since since ii last went ehub.
we went yummy green to eat.
and shit.
soo many memories flashback which made my tears roll. o.O

ii can do it.
jia you =)
big girls dun cry.

ii din know that ii would eat and cry at the same time.
ii'm really wondering are uu really doing better w/o mii now?

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-16T00:48:00

2009-09-15T16:57:01Z

been feeling very out of breath this few days.
thinking if am ii gg to gt asthma again. lol
but my fren who was feeling like vomiting a lot after break up tells mii that her was effect of heart breaking.

hence ii went wikipedia to search. omg, it's been ages since ii went wikipedia. (when ii was doing project? )

The symptoms of a "broken heart" can manifest themselves through psychological pain but for many the effect is physical. Although the experience is regarded commonly as indescribable, the following is a list of common symptoms that occur:

A perceived tightness of the chest, similar to an anxiety attack
Stomach ache and/or loss of appetite
Partial or complete insomnia
Anger
Shock
Nostalgia
Temporary/(in extreme cases)long-term Paralysis
Apathy (loss of interest)
Feelings of loneliness
Feelings of hopelessness and despair
Loss of self-respect and/or self-esteem
Medical or psychological illness (for example depression)
Suicidal thoughts (in extreme cases)
Nausea
Fatigue
The thousand-yard stare
Constant or frequent crying
A feeling of complete emptiness
In extreme cases, death^[6]

Anger
Stress cardiomyopathy, also known as "broken heart syndrome"
Heart
Heart (symbol)
Emptiness
Limerence
Love
Loneliness
Grief
Suffering
Physical pain
Psychological pain
Interpersonal relationship
Intimate relationship
Depression

are uu having the heartbreaking feeling too?

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-11T00:01:00

2009-09-12T16:09:07Z

yeah. finally ii can do this.
damn happy

wanted to straight away go entroll for class 2A.
but ii was sick. o.O.
after eat med damn drownzy and headache after sleeping for 6 hours. =(
to my surprise, the moment ii woke up at 9pm, my grandpa told mii.
hey ur friends came to visit you.
ii was like huh.
then he said. 3 pretty ladies.
do cake business one.

it's a lovely cake from qunyu rebecca and wanting asking mii to get well soon.
soooo sweet.
thanks babes =D

the bike that uu used to sit most.
uu no longer sit on it and no longer contact the rider.

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-10T23:58:00

2009-09-10T16:02:44Z

tml a big day for barbara.
her traffic police test.

good luck and all the best =D

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-10T03:22:00

2009-09-09T19:30:59Z

shit man.
ii thought ii would not have to blog about sad thing of her.
but still i'm going to do it.
we are still in contact as good friends.

she told mii smt today.
she think that she dun think she treat mii as her gf and either her ex-gf.
even we were to be back tgt there will be no improvement in me.
still no much contact with her when working.

ii was like huh? are'nt we firiends only now?
ii asked her iif her fren will sms her everyday when she reach work?
she said yes.
ii asked again does her fren sms her when she go lunch?
she said yes.
............................................................
so, i'm been doing the same thing as her fren when we were still tgt.
ii dun sms my fren that hey ihave reach work, go lunch blah blah everyday.
so what?? is my friends and mii are weird or are you on too close good term with your fren all the while??

ps: and omg. reb i'm learning from uu!!

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-08T03:08:00

2009-09-09T19:23:04Z

as what uu all know..
i'm single now..
she asked for a break up.
guess ii was too commited to work or smt.
till she said ask NTUC to be ur bf.
i'm like huh..

okay. well. ii had my haircut on the 8th.
by right our 2years 3 months. by left we din make it.
ii was feeling upset but not as much as beginning.
but still, it's was supposed to be our 2years 3 months.

soo ii decided to give it a try.
to cut my hair.
reasons that ii used to persuade myself to have it cut.
1. Tv programmes also shows that a girl will get haircut afer breakup.
2. Since i'm riding bike, it's gg to endangle my hair badly each time.

7 years of long hair and snapped.
gone in that min.
yeah ii do tear a drop.

and tata. new haircut.

how ii felt after having haircut
1. ii tot ii had shed away 2 kg.
2. ii'm happy to see myself in a total new haircut

so indeed it works! =D

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-04T00:54:00

2009-09-03T17:06:07Z

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-04T00:51:00

2009-09-03T16:54:47Z

have been acting as some weirdo.

been sleeping as early as 7 and 8 pm
and wake up for work.

sleeping is my hobby =)

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-09-04T00:48:00

2009-09-03T16:51:21Z

hey peeps,

i'm feeling better now. we are good friends now.
thanks everyone who shown concern for mii.

in random order.
adeline
karine
dong hao
bizhu
wiwi
xiu xian
soof
becca
yanping
huixian
cecilia

=D

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-08-28T01:37:00

2009-08-27T17:40:22Z

my unbreakable spects is broken tgt with my heart.

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-08-28T00:14:00

2009-08-27T16:17:49Z

been avoiding every single calls and sms-es.
sorry.

i'm wondering why am ii still bringing two helmet everyday.
thinking that tml is a friday.

today i ate ytd leftover half a bread and one mouth of pancake.
been drinking red bull everyday to keep mi awake.
ii worked like a iron lady today.
carried two cartons of drink at one time.
every my shop guy cleaner who help mii brings the things up say that hey it's too heavy.
there was customers crowding there for a while watching mii this iron lady.

after work, i decided to head to pasir ris park.
ii sat at the bench. planning to get some sea breeze but failed only managed to get some mosquito bites though.
ii sat there crying and playing with my hp.
there was a man who cycle past mii in horror.
starred at mii.
sorry. ii didn't mean to scared uu at 7th month aat this midnight timing.

did ii mention that ii was wearing a white tee, white windbreaker, white slippers and white fbt?

ps: sorry. i dunno if ii can fulfill the things that ii agreed to do with you
1. go penisular plaza.
2.watch final desination 4

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-08-27T10:16:00

2009-08-27T02:09:56Z

know what.
i've been hesistating to go face book.
cos..
i'm afraid to see her r/s status. and ii really see it today.

ii really shouldn't have lg into facebook.
and the reason i log into fb cos ii dun have someone number and have to go fb to message her.

ii think ii love uu more than uu love mii and more than what ii think.
i'm crying more than ii think uuu thought.

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-08-26T18:06:00

2009-08-26T10:10:04Z

things that i ate today.
one hashbrown and half a bread.
no appetite. so ya.

today i work more than usual. in order to stop thinking
it work when i was at shop floor. but when i went to cashier room being alone while counting money. tears keep rolling.
i think it's due to mi constantly sliding up my hp checking of there's anything. but ya. there wasn't.
was wondering if i should msg her. stopped myself by some light slap on the face cos it's just going to upset her further.

then while riding back stupid tears roll again. cos i need to exit by bedok reservior ya. BEDOK. so ya.

thinking of going jogging/swimming at evening but ii really no energy already. cos ytd work full from 630 to 1100 and today morning from 630 to 400

lastly a bad news and a good news to share.

a good news to share. i lost 1.5 kg this 2 days. =D
which means ii can lose 30kg in 40 days?
ya. ii know dream on! haha

nd bad news. if uu cant find mii this week either facebook or hp.
means that i had planned to go missing in action for a while.
should be avoiding all calls and sms-es or perhaps even off the phone. so ya.

ps:
thanks for everything u have done for mi. u are v.nice. really.
thanks for giving in to mi times and times again.
thanks for finding mi whenever i walk away,
thanks for being there when ii need uu.
thanks for being so caring and understand and pay attention to my every details,
thanks for knowing mi from outside to inside.

ii think uu deserve some1 better,
uu should be love
uu should be dote on
and not nag and scold by mii.
sorry.

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-08-24T01:35:00

2009-08-23T17:35:59Z

August.
where pocket is being burnt a hole in my pocket.
dearest bday.
ade bday.
bike installment $162
insurance due $600

been catching a cartoon.
chang jin zhi lu.
one of the girl inside damn cute.
she cook 10 items for contest and she herself ate up 9 items.
den chang jin v. smart in cooking everything also v. good but keep on gt ppl destroy her stuffs. o.O
gonna finish the vcd soon =)

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-08-12T23:27:00

2009-08-12T15:22:17Z

i'm sick. =(. feeling cold and having running nose.
how ii wish ii can just off the tap at my nose.
it's soo annoying.

off for vcd ice age 3. =)

eilqinhuieen @ 2009-08-10T23:24:00

2009-08-12T15:20:36Z

HAPPY19th BIRTHDAY DEAREST.
ps: wish uu expand horizontally asap, see uu everyday and love mii more each day.
love uu.

late late late

2009-07-22T20:37:42Z

been so busy with work and work.
pasir ris to aljunied and aljunied to pasir ris each day. Zzz
how ii wish ii can sleep 24 hours a day.

dearest called mii at 1330 but ii went back to sleep. =(
ii was late for work AGAIN today. hais.
have to improve my time management asap.
was suppose to reach work at 1420. but ii oni woke up at 1415. o.O
as usual. ii rushed down to work with oni teeth brushed. =x.
(eee..)
but the time ii reached my bike it was 1430. o.O
ii finally reached at 1438

ii miss my school time. =(

the days where we had so much fun.

vavavoom-
the unglam xian. ii dunno why ii always withness all her unglamness. haha
the greedy wiwi. she can seriously eat non-stop. especially during SIP
the cant stop singing soofy- she will just keep singing and said ii cant sing for nuts. o.O

ps: hey girls. it's time to meet up soon.