eilqinhuieen

am so hungry..
cant wait to reach mary house
and eat..
hahahaha.

gonna countdown to xmas.
lols.
byebye.

Merry Xmas in advance people!

fri night met up with fanglin
go over to ikea for dinner
and it was a right  choice made!
haha.

ytd was joey's pre-advance day.
went to to bugis topOne
and sang from 11-5.50.
then mary brought us to this place
for fish soup
and another place for ice-cream.

went iluma and caught "planet 51".

alrights.
just came back from sch
from the interview.

meeting june and fang ltr
at orchard.
:)

katong laksa. l4d2. awesome place to play. became member of H.I.G.H. starbucks. chill. told them my story. scratch neck - inside joke- play spin the "hottie" truth or dare. took photos in phoebe's iphone. it shld be 8 YEARS. cant wait for 25dec, 6pm

i am in a really bad mood

i tend to think alot when i'm thrown into a situation i'm not comfortable with. Currently, i'm slowly dying from a very very poor state of financial health and i'm suffering the repercussions of a drying bank account. After engaging in self denial and desperately seeking solutions to no avail, i settled down and started to think. what the hell have i been spending on? and then i proceeded on to seek advice on how to be rich with crystal clear understanding that i may receive nothing even close to being of any use in return. but i asked anyway. and tadah!

"the strongest asset is our minds. if it's trained to see opportunities, it can create great wealth in a short amount of time. you can be rich only if you think rich and more importantly, only if you want to."


this reply activated tons of brain juice and i started thinking even further. i concluded that my personal winning formula and the reason behind why i usually excel in the things i do is because i follow rules and sometimes bend them to my advantage without actually breaking them. Every game i played, be it monopoly or mahjong or even blackjack, i made sure i knew the rules because rules define how to succeed at the game (apart from luck of course). However in the real world, rules can change spontaneously and being the inflexible me, my reluctance to change can turn my world upside down. very random, but i kinda forgot what i was thinking after this. hahah. er, i should prolly start a new para. 
 
I can't remember who i actually told this to (i remember telling a few), i'm proud to have made the decision to enter a poly (to a JC) although its for rather insignificant reasons. i liked autonomy and i hated the idea of uniforms. i liked the idea of being able to skip lectures like nobody's business and the entitlement to miss 2 lessons without MC or any valid reasons at all. Eh also, all 5 polys looked so much more inviting (in terms of infrastructure and architecture) than all the JCs in Singapore. hahaha super immature my thoughts, then. DONT JUDGE ME. 


Anyway, digressed too much already. One rule that everyone has probably heard before and is probably superglued to most 'zhang bei's' minds would be "if you study hard and do well in school, you can go to a good college, learn a profession, graduate, get a good job, make lots of money, and be successful in life". Well, to me then and now, i've never regretted getting into a poly because having a profession is not the only way to earn money especially for a greedy person like me, i want to make ALOT of money.  Having a job will certainly earn you a living, but working for a salary isn't the most effective path to being rich! So i'm glad i made a right decision and i'm more thankful to have parents that shared my views that skills are more important than text. Now i'm slightly more convinced that i'm halfway towards being successful because i tyco made a good decision at a young tender age.
 
i know that all these thoughts aren't gonna serve as an immediate solution to my current financial crisis but at least i have a semi-solid plan for my future.

i know i want to be rich, so all i have to do is to think rich! that's not too hard! go edwin! :))

cause i want it that way

she didnt took pics of my SUNSET WINGS. haiyo. but it damn good. i myself ate 3 wings + 1 drummet. then really cannot eat alr. pack back the other 2 drumlets for my dad & mum. i didnt tell my parents that i fail it. hmmm.. anyways, the above is the ratatouille. though it doesnt look very nice. but it taste damn nice. duno what sauce they use. but damn nice. alrights, need to look for job from jan-mar.

you are my angel

head to east coast park
SunsetBay
for their "sunset wings" (chicken wings)
and eileen had ratatouille.

then we headed to marine parade parkway
to do some shopping.
got myself a pair of shorts.

ended our day with seaweed shaker fries
:)

so today......
as most of u know,
i fail my Tp 2nd time.
super sad moody and demoralised.
my next tp is on 22 march 2010, 155pm.

i think by the time 2012 comes,
and the world is going to end,
i also wont get my driving license.
i made the same mistake today.
and it was even worst.
10 points today.

so i think think think in the bus.
and i din wanna go home.
cause i was pretty much very upset
with myself.
then i tear while looking
at the receipt of the next Tp.
LOL.
i really dunno why,
i have no idea why the tears
just came down.

i just took whatever bus that came.
so bus 25 went bedok inter.
then i think just go school do report.
use com,
play facebook.
go air con room.

my tester damn nice,
even nicer that the 1st one.

idk why practise nth happen.
then test that time.
my whole back wheel went on top on the kerb.

the more i think,
the more i sad.
then decided to shut down myself
after sending "fail".

lunch with jingyi & melinda at design school.
then headed back home at 4.

just now suddenly i napping.
i had a dream.
i dreamt that i took Tp 4 times.
sighs.

cant believe i teared in the bus
=x

i am not okay now.
so just leave me alone.
i dun feel like talking.

feeling damn sad & moody.

we used to be so close.
what happen?

got this from a fb grp. just suddenly tot of kea

nadie this is for u :)

its a lazy monday morning.
and guess what.
the stupid construction upstairs.
duno what they doing.
then they started drilling.
and i had no choice but to wake up.
so i drag myself out of bed.
and after i got out of bed,
they stop drilling.

ka ni na beh.
ok i m damn pissed.

i shall just go sch earlier to do my report.

by right i was supposed to wake up at 12.
_|_

yesterday was my mum off day.
so we went over to
cityhall hill street.
went to funan IT mall for korean food
and then to high street centre ( i think)
duno what is the name of the mall
to get her colleagues Xmas gift.
goodness la.
she has like 33 people to buy for.

then we had our desserts, drinks
and share mee goreng
before i went off to meet eileen.

so went to buy all her stuffs.
during dinner, met ahboo & her friend.
then we shop ard looking for yanping gift.

oh ya,
anyways i bought the present alr
for girlies side.
:)
so just hope i gotten YOU, alrights.
haha.

today went to century
to watch Princess & the frog.
my mum say "cute...she want to watch"
ask us acc her to go and watch.
lols.
acting like a small child right, haha..
its cartoon, so ya..
then had express teppanyaki for dinner.

anyways,
i am v v v happy.
:)
cause smth caught me by surprise
and i am so gonna get it!